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“Once Saved, Always Saved????” — 4 Comments

  1. So can a Christian turn from God and then return? I was raised Christian and truly believed in Jesus, then as I got older I slowly drifted from faith and for pretty much all of 2018 I basically decided I would take a “break” from God. I figured I would return later on in life but for now I wanted to see what it was like without God I guess. I never denounced God but I did stop going to church and praying, but I never dreamed of calling myself an atheist or agnostic, but I didn’t feel right calling myself a Christian. Until near the end of 2018 when I had sort of an existential crisis/panic attack thing, and looking back I realized how far I had come from God. Looking back it was so long ago I questioned whether God was real or if I was truly saved, but nonetheless I found myself searching for evidence of God and now hoping to repent. I want to be saved, but I’m not sure if I have lost it or ever had it in the first place. And although I repent, it doesn’t feel like my heart is fully in it and I’m afraid my heart is too hardened to repent. However I won’t give up, I want to fix my relationship with God that I broke. So is there hope for me? Can I be saved again? Did I ever really lose my salvation or did I ever even have it in the first place? And finally, what advice would you give to someone who wants to repent but finds themself struggling to wholeheartedly repent? Sometimes I worry that God has changed my heart, or revoked my ability to fully repent because I turned from Him and that idea scares me even more.

    • Based simply on what you have said here, it seems to me that you once truly believed but then gave up that genuine belief and became lost again–which is something that can truly happen, according to Biblical teaching (see the book of Hebrews; see Romans 11:17-24). But is is also possible for one who have given up his faith to repent and return to Jesus Christ (see Rom. 11 again). It is definitely possible for you to repent and return; God will not revoke your ability to do this. Here is something to think about. Maybe you are concerned because you cannot see yourself as suddenly generating a PERFECT faith or PERFECT repentance all at once. The deal is this: you CANNOT BEGIN your new life at its END. We begin with GENUINE faith and repentance, but not with COMPLETE, PERFECT faith and repentance. These are virtues that GROW and get STRONGER throughout the Christian life. If you truly obeyed the gospel once, but fell away, now you need to bow before God and repent of all your sins, including that unbelief, and begin again living the Christian life, INCLUDING a sincere membership in a true New Testament church.

  2. So when exactly do u lose eternal salvation? If it is eternal (forever gifted) then how do u lose it in this dimension (time)?

    • You are confusing the NATURE of the salvation (it has to do with eternity) with the STATE of salvation (which is conditional upon our free-will choice). We RECEIVE salvation in our baptism through our free will choices of faith and repentance; we LOSE that salvation if we later exercise our free will and STOP believing and repenting.